seriously, I got to stop doing all these. It's really not worth it. I will just end up falling deeper and get myself hurt even more.

But i just cant control myself. What you want me to do? Whenever i see u talking to him via IM,social networking sites. I get jealous. I mean, i cant control. The feeling just "happens"~

Well, I am happy that if u are happy when u are with him. though sometimes i wish that guy was me. But if u are happy, then it's good then~

Perhaps i still haven move on. I thought i have,i lied to myself i have. But infact deep down in my heart, I have not.

Perhaps i still need more time...really lots of time. I just cant help it.

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D "U must be confident, thinking u are the best for her."
D "she dun like u then dun like lor. There are alot of girls out there,perhaps better ones."
Some of D's famous words~ heh. hope i can folo her advice, i really dunno.

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If roses are meant to be red
And violets to be blue
Why isn't my heart meant for you