Ytd was having trip to Hilton hotel.

Dap's thumb was bleeding cos she wanna beat me, i defend. hehe. ^^ serves her rite. kekeke

After that we went to slack at town, cine, blah blah places. haha.

slowly all left. Left me,dap,maddie,jesslyn,alberto,ben and Wai yip.

went to cine BK slack. talk talk joke joke. laugh like hell. we were mad!!! hahaa.

then went Koba, eat eat eat. then after tat went frolick~~ we shared a tub of yoghurt~

then slack slack summore. then they decided to go home so me folo waiyip n albert to 313 to lepak summore. Dap,maddie,jesslyn,ben took their buses home. they wanted me to folo dap home. but dap dun wan, say me pussy. LOL. WTH. :( serves her rite for her thumb!

then we 3 go 313,zara, slack, lepak 1 corner. talk n joke like hell till 10pm.

HAHAHAHA~

Sch ytd was alright, nicole joined me for breakfast, consoling me. then walk to sch lor. then she say 1st tym seeing me so serious about a girl. heh. i dunno. haha.

Pool after sch too~~ numb the pain

Just woke up. Some of the pain i think is back. Read ur status from a Social networking site.. heh.

Sometimes i think Why am i still doing all these....

I shld give up n let go la. If not i will just fall deeper into the "trap"...

Even i like u, but its no use. Im not the guy that u like. so yea. Wads the use. They say the truth hurts, it always hurts.
I cant stop feeling jealous u know.. :(

I just need more time luh.

took from nicole's blog-

He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And don’t you sit there thinking he won’t be sorry, I know you are. But I guarantee you now, he will be sorry. So don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you’re never gonna get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. he likes to pretend he doesn’t see you online, he does it out of spite just because he knows its killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways he’s gonna look past you, but you need to know he will do that ‘cause he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. And I ain’t gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It will hurt a lot. But it’ll hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all gonna hurt. Knowing you’re not the girl that’s making him smile. Knowing you’re not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you’re not the face on his background of his prone anymore. Knowing is he hasn’t already, he will delete the album of pictures of you he has on his phone. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not gonna be no more late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give our relationship another shot. Bu trust me; he’s got too much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You’re soon gonna realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you call when you’re upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah, its gonna hurt; its gonna hurt a lot. But you know what you’re gonna do? You’re gonna hold your head up. You’re gonna show him you’re better than him and you don’t need him in your life. you’re gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you got that you never really needed him anyways.”

try to change to "SHE". everything is there luh.

well. its another day in sch. Wad to do? haha.

Well, they say the truth always hurts. So yea. i guess its true. heh.

I told myself, wadeva the decision is, i muz accept it and not feel sad at all. But then, the feeling juz kicks in like a drug. heh. Wad to do leh? life has to go on.

Perhaps juz like wad nicole said. Time will heal everything. Perhaps tats true.

I juz feel like playing pool now. Tat will take me out of my misery... like a remedy to numb the pain in my mind. heh.

this is life. heh.

Alright. im in sch. Sch again. haha. so sad. lol.

8ball open, lost la. but its a good experience for me. i learn from them lor. fun fun!!!

Driving ytd, instructor was damn Nice. I told him i wanted an RX-8. he agreed and encourage me to buy that. haha. he was damn fun. I nv stall at all! WOO HOO. he say i pick up fast. wOW! hope to see him again nxt week. haha.

this few days havent been good due to smth. haish. wad to do. life still hav to go on. Be like glass, let water flow off. Dun be a sponge.

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Why do we fall, sir? So that we might learn to pick ourselves up. - Alfred Pennyworth

RP 8 ball open. heh.

think i 1st round jiu out liao. haish. nvm luh. juz play bah. (: hopefully they accept me into cue sports. (:

im juz sad luh. i dunno if shes talking abt me. i dont have evidence luh. But if shes really talking abt me. then i will be damn sad. :(

haish. wad sad life luh. i dun like u know.

I do like her for wad she is. :(

oh is another day in sch. changed Grp. nt bad luh. haha. after UT still got intensive training by Nicole avatar lover. lol. haha.

Hope can improve luh. hais.

this few days many thing has been goin on in my head. I dunno wad to do. Am i heading the right direction? my decisions rite or wrong. hais.

Cell test. I think i regretted for wad i hav done. Sometym the outcome is not wad u have expected.

I dunno wad to do. i feel bad perhaps? hais. wish u can see this and know my feelings for u. i dun deny that i have feelings for u? i think the sentence is correct.

hais. if only~

quick updates.

Today Driving, okok la. nt so bad. lol. nid build up confidence. i scared sia. LOL. change gear, drive around circuit. lol. kekekekeke. initial D~~~
TMR SCH. sian. but at least i can see her~~ lol.

SATURDAY
Went HX pop. fun, play many games there.
after that went IT show wif dem too. after that alvin treated us MOF and cab home. wth. i wan pay he dun wan. hais. lol.

*yawns. woke up early at abt 6.25am. lol. getting rdy for my gd fren hx POP. haha.

but then lionel overslept. tsktsk. made me n alvin have to wait for him. make me wake up early for nth.

but then. if i nv wake up early, i wont c ur "fresh" sms too. lol. so it can be a good thing too. lol. at least u replied. hmph~ lol.

think having macs breakfast later on. damn sleepy.slept at 2plus close to 3. i was leading SG to the world cup(game) ok? lol. patriotic me~

Hope later is fun. and hope i can go the IT show. lol. damn sian sia.

Woah Woah

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Woah woah

Theres not point trying to hide it
No point trying to erase me
I know i got a problem
By doing this behavour

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Fun fun. was supposed to have picnic today. but like dun hav. went raffles place met up wif nic n louisa. later manfred n kenny came wif our koi bubble tea. Angeline neo late again. lol. as usual.

drank bubble tea otw to Lau pa sat. lol. had indian food wif nic n manfred. LOL. nt bad la. soso only.

Then went to Asia civilization museum. lol. nt bad. quite interesting. nicole scared only. lol. little bit also scared. lol. normally she like ah lian de. LOLOLOL.

then after tat, decided to go slack. louisa suggested wan go drink de. but late afternoon. no mood. lol. then decided to go cine chamber. watch movie. lol. we chose Halloween 2 by Rob Zombie. lol. louisa left 1st, she gt smth on.~

damn violent but i like it. lol. the gore. woo hoo. stamp on the person's face till concave. lol. nicole damn scared. dun dare watch de scary parts. damn funny la she. Go fb to see her *im scared* face. lol.

after that, went dinner at sumwhere near plaza sing. de open air food place. lol. the chicken wings i think made me du zi tong. ): sadness. lol. after that go home lor.

Ps: for pics, look at Fb lor.

Met up wif Kenny n manfred at queenstown mrt. then waited for the dumb nicole. she late.

then when she came. we cabbed down to Ikea. Had meatballs and the dunno wad cake. i think its Daim or smth. wadeva. taste great. haha.

Den took bus to Depot heights Shopping centre. otw dere, the bus aircon leaked. drip water on me. and nicole dun wan move away let me sit other seats. she juz sit dere kip laughing like theres no tmr~ WTh. avatar lover.

Den went to play pool. Play wif all 3 of dem. nicole nt bad la. Nicole say play against me cannot giv chance,muz be serious. wth. she pro lor. not me. bully~~~ kekekekke.

saw year ones cuesports ppl training. like nt bad. tot of joining. but gt so many things was in my head restricting me from joining. But after much much consideration. manfred n i ask nic if we still can join lor. Nic will giv me an answer soon bah. lol.

If cannot join. I train myself. Its their loss for not investing in a talent like me. chey~ =X i m drunk.

3.36am. still wide awake. talking to dap n maddie abt crazy stuff. tsktsk.

Today gym only nth much.

few days back... pool at mambo. went to get my shoes at vivo. the new design for nike i dun quite like leh. so i decided to get the 07 one. Nicer to me. heheh. abit classic bah. i dunno. heheheh.

hope to pool wif Nicole next week. she wan challenge me. tsktsk.

Today was fun fun.

Went to food fair at expo with Jesslyn, Ben and edmund. Thanks ed for willing to come with me. cos the journey is damn long luh.

lol. Ben was late, so me,jessy n ed, walk around lor. eat eat. go find the "chiobu" dap. lol. selling f & n drinks~ lol. ah lian selling drinks siol~~~

Then halfway, saw Joyce. lol. Then later Ben came lor, we continue to eat n eat again~~. lol.

Then actually planning to meet maddie after that, but maddie nv answer phone. so too bad, we decide to leave lor. another day then meet lor.

Then parted ways, me n ed went to play pool, jess go see baybee~ Ben go dance his Gee. lol.

FUN DAY~

BBQ today, was awesome... haha. lots of jokes la.
food, 1st impressions~ and disturbing~

we decided not to stay overnite. Went took bus wif muhaimin, dap, joyce,xian wee.

xian wee alighted 1st, then left me dap,muhaimin n joyce.

then some old man outside bus kip staring at Dap siol~~ buay pai ar~ haha.

then joyce alighted. we reach JE interchange. decide to take 334 wif dap too.

then when boarding, this guy kip staring at dap~ haha. all the way in the bus...he kip turning back n look at dap~ LOL. SO OBVIOUS~~

then i told muhaimin, better follow dap to her station then we leave lor. cos if i alighted at our stop, then left dap n the guy. lol. dangerous~~

then folo dap to her stop. she pei us wait for cab. then she leave le. (: the cab uncle was damn annoying. ask n ask. say Muhaimin was my buddy. Very good to have him as my buddy` LOLOLOL.

reached home around 1am bah~~

think tmr go out wif jesslyn n ben n maddie bah~