Today as usual, went to gym with melvin and than lunch with him and samuel. Than went to play Bball with my usual frens. YJ,his bro,sam,mel and me la. lol.

Than when Jiewenn and Cynthia came, they brought along a new fren,Regina if i m not wrong. lol. She's a netballer. lol. She's damn funny too when playing with her. I thought she is juz another stuckup person,haha. But slowly,as we play together,She's funny and like to make funny actions and talk in a comical way. lol. The way she shoot the ball,very funny or cute la. lol. like throwing shotput. lol. Damn funny la. too bad i no pic. If not u all sure laugh de. When i wan shoot or take the ball,she will disturb de. lol. like shout excuse me, or say take off ur pants in chinese. lol. funny la. hope to play with her again la. too bad she stay for a short while only. At least she is pleasant,not like others...

Enough of the good stuff. Like the title,mixed emotions. I was kinda emo today too, due to couple reasons. 1st is her la and 2nd is other things which i am shy to say here.
I was emo cos i always miss today. dunno why. damn sad abt it too. no mood to play in the full court match today. Was kinda pissed off with myself. I keep dun dare to shoot the ball at times,i will always think wont score de. hais.. sian..wad can i do? I think i only will be cheerful if i play with Jiewenn,jaymi,Cynthia bah. Mostly i feel nice with them la. hais._. Cos they always laugh and do stupid actions and say stupid/act cute phrases... Lol. wonder wad will happen if i have nv met them at all. Wonder how my life will be like?

Oh yea,Cynthia, U buy water for me again. HAven pay u back. lol. how much? lol. need return u. lol. if not i will be shy de._. ._.

stupid blogger cant upload pics de. wah lao. Cynthia help me leh._. hais...shld i giv up?..

Cynthia is superb friendly!! lol._. haha.

It's not who i am underneath,But what i do that defines me.