Stanley (:

2011-09-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

Ever since that day, the day that you left me
I had accept the truth, even though it wasn't easy
Ever since that day, I ran into him
He continuously wiped away my tears
Waiting to take care of me, never being distant
Don't cry, he said to me don't cry
I'll always have him by my side
And then the two of us dated
And things were going well
Why did you come back...at this moment?
One person is undeniably good to me
How could I just drop him?
The other one left me once before
But my love has never faded for him
I'm not a princess from anywhere
I'll have to choose one side
This love triangle must end
From this day forth, I must be strong
Between the one who loves me
Or the love before him
Don't cry, he said to me don't cry
I'll always have him by my side
And then the two of us dated
And things were going well
Why did you come back...at this moment?
One person is undeniably good to me
How could i just drop him?
The other left me once before
But my love has never faded for him
I'm not a princess from anywhere
I'll have to choose one side
This love triangle must end

2011-08-22T17:21:00.003+08:00

THANKS CYNTHIA FOR HELPING ME TO CHANGE MY BLOG PHOTO and Mending my blog details!!

U ARE LIKE MY ASSISTANT! HAHAHA (:

2011-08-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

It's Been a long time since i touched this blog!

Well, Just been playing pool every week. Owning a bitch 11-7! oh wells! haha.

sick for almost a week.

IIP ended.

Cant wait to go out wif my zehzehs again.

Need to recover ASAP.

2011-07-14T22:34:00.001+08:00

Went out wif xiangs, vesan,chewren n my lord.

Korean BBQ at novena area. Wow. VIP room. IT was nice to eat. food was nt bad. marinated well.

The boss was the best. came and cook for us. "brown! Eating eating ! good good! " haha. such a funny boss.

I can say his service is good. more ppl will come i guess!

Some Updates.

2011-07-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

Not much updates.

Just pool every Friday.

Gave my zehzehs some cute stuff!!

Hope to go out wif them soon!!! and Hav fun everyday!!! WOO

Jas 21 Bday!

2011-06-07T15:36:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday was a fun one.

At nite, waited for pauline to end her work and met up with her at City hall to attend Jas(Yuriko) Bday.

Yuriko really looked like a princess that day. Hence, Princess Yuriko!
yuriko came down to bring us up to her room! The room was not bad, quite nicely done.
Ate some beehoon and pizza there lor. Took photos with pauline and the gals. Esp jussy and yuriko! haha!!

yuriko mum tot I was pauline Bf! LOL WTH!! 1st tym i see pauline so hyper. taking photos non stop!

After that they went club avatar, which i personally do not like la. So they went ahead, Pauline also nv go. So walked around with her. Wanted to go for a quick drink. but all close, left clubs.

In the end, Sent her home 1st then to my house!

Other than that it was a fun day. As i finally met the gals after a long tym.!

- The Bday gal- Jasmine Yuriko -

- Me and the Gals -

2011-05-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

Ytd was fun. Met up wif Satay and his frens, had dinner and played pool at Pomo, then nicole n gape came to join me, we all play for awhile more.

Went for supper, wanted the tau huay, but full. so went to a cafe-like Area, ate the beef hor fun and played monopoly_|_ deal.

After that satay n gang left. Me nic n gape went Pool fusion to play pool. Play till 2plus 3 am, thanks to ed, came n fetch me home!

Had an enjoyable time wif them! esp nic n gape! jokes n laughter! haha. (:

Revenge?

2011-05-15T23:43:00.002+08:00

“Last night I had a revelation
Somehow I have to make you pay
It's all about manipulation
And what it takes to get my way
I don't believe in soft solutions
No one makes a fool of me
Without receiving retribution
No one hurts me and goes free

I'll play on your fears, I'll leave you in tears
You'll never be the same, my friend
You're walking a line, it's a matter of time
You'll never rest easy again

I've got the power to bring you down

I've heard it said, to err is human
It's forgiveness that's divine
I thought about forgiving you, but
I want revenge, I want what's mine
I think it's time to settle scores now
It's time to set the record straight
You'll know it's coming, you won't know how
Or when, you'll have to watch and wait

I'll play on your fears, I'll leave you in tears
You'll never be the same, my friend
You're walking a line, it's a matter of time
You'll never rest easy again

I've got the power to bring you down

You know, it feels intoxicating
To be intimidating
It's invigorating
To see you shaking

I've got the power to bring you down

You know something, you see it coming,
You know I will stop at nothing.”

2011-04-29T06:17:00.002+08:00

Finally, Kellz morning shift!

So Ytd i had the chance to eat Carls Jr with Kellz AKA "WTF 宝宝!" haha!

After work, i left immediately as she ended at 5plus, so i assume she was shopping around 1st.

Went to met kellz at Watsons to get her stuff, then she went to draw money. Then went to Carls Jr. It was nice, long time since i had that. Ordered the same burger, and share the chilli cheese fries! haha! Nice nice!

Then she went to tell me stories lor, too bad it wasnt at nite, if not it will be like Bed time Stories!

Talked about our work experience so far. After that, Parted ways!

Hope to meet again! Hope to have outing with the group also~

Stages in a R/S

2011-04-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

Stage 1 : Strangers
Stage 2: The Chase
Stage 3: Honeymoon
Stage 4: Comfortable
Stage 5: Tolerance
Stage 6: Downhill
Stage 7: The Breakup

Which Stage are you in?

2011-04-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

IIP so far was kinda okayy. I did improved from my mistakes. Even my boss noticed my improvements. But i miss goin out wif my frens. like my lord, my zehzehs and my good frens.

haish. Hope it can over soon. I will buy a champagne and "POP" drink to our hearts content.

Barney Stinson: When I get sad, I stop being sad, and be AWESOME instead. True story

2011-04-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

Last Last Sunday, Went to pray my Grandfather with most of relatives and etc.
And then it was kinda last min decision, My cousin , Andy and his wife,Adeline, planned to bring me to queensway to see if theres any jacket/blazer suitable for me.

So after the praying, Andy let me drive his toyota rush to my grandma house, had lunch there, then i went home to change and etc. Then he came to fetch me from my house then to Jp and Westmall,Adeline nid to replenish some stock.

I managed to psycho andy to buy ps3. bt adeline dun let him buy. lol. too bad.

when we reached Queensway shopping centre, both of them like my parents for the day, like marshall and lily(how i met ur mother). Esp Ade, she went in all shops asking for jacket for me. Search almost all shops, finally managed to bought one. And 1 belt from another shop. Nt bad la all the shops. Then they treated me to katong laksa and curry chicken rice.

Many thanks to them really~~ (:

2011-03-20T02:28:00.002+08:00

2nd week of Attachment is not bad. Better communication btw me and my colleagues. haha. My boss is so funny. Very nice!!

Sadly, was on Mc on thurs cos i was sick. Seen the doc in the morning, den mc, went home after lunch.

Nxt week, TP intern will be joining us. I hope she is nice and friendly.

Ytd after work, watched the battle of LA wif Hx,lion,alvin,ed. The movie was soso only. lots of action scenes though.

Hope i get well soon as it sucks to be sick.

2011-03-12T00:16:00.002+08:00

IIP started. Oh my. 1st few days was bored as hell. But luckily, theres wen jia to have lunch wif me on the 1st day! I wanted to get her number to sms her, but then nette gave her my number 1st, so wen jia sms me 1st~

So far everyday having lunch wif her, if fate allows it, gillian and xiang yi,coreen,woan ting and the other RP gals will be able to join us as well! Fun fun~

Today was nth much. TGIF. sleepy though. lunch was alrite. but theres Ice cream! drank the Cafe tea for the 1st time, thanks to Wen jia intro, added some milk, starting was blend, but later on, too sweet! ):

After lunch, wanted to go my secret hideout wif Wen jia as she was interested, but i 4gt the way, so in the end we went to M.square to walk walk for like 10-15mins, den went back to work.

After work, folo her n gillian to get some snacks/finger food. then we parted ways. met up wif Hx for dinner at Etna pizza place at duxton. Spend abt 45mins searching? luckily i made a reservation.

Some thing bad happen today, but hope i can pick myself up from where i fall. Monday shall be a fresh start.

2011-03-06T04:32:00.001+08:00

28/2 - went to service ps3, thanks ed n sam pei me all the way to simei. sorry abt ur car too! watched im no.4, got a belated gift for the cute angeline yanyan, called her! went to her grandma house at tiong, met her, talk talk, passed her gift!

Today, collected ps3, still unable to work. im unhappy. emailing sony now. I am angry!

2011-03-01T19:11:00.003+08:00

Sho sleepy today......

played Cs whole afternoon wif samuel instead. hungry!!

Xiangs and some of other gals went to HK today for Sch trip. 5days!!
So i hav no choice but to be independent for these 5days!

Hope they will have a safe and enjoyable journey!!!

Hope to play pool soon wif ram,mel,meng,sam and ed etc~

2011-02-27T02:43:00.002+08:00

Today was quite okay. morning gym,bball. Then rmb gt the flea market thingy at Sg flyer. So i asked Sam n jy whether wanna go see see? They agreed. So we went home bathe and go out. raining heavily though. scary much.

Went to SG flyer, Surprised Xiangs! She was also at eilene's booth. selling clothes and accessories. She was surprised though! haha. So my mission was successful! I was observing on how they serve, how they run the business! Was nt too bad! haha (:

Saw this necklace on the table, i thought it was nice. so i ask xiangs to see what colour was best! I bought the green one. eilene gave a cheaper price! so i bought it! hehe (:

After that dinner at Just Acia. Samuel spammed Ice cream like mad! After that pool awhile lor.

OH SHIT, WAD ABT MY BLAZER?

Baobao~

2011-02-25T02:05:00.002+08:00

Today was a busy day! My zehzeh xiangs had her 1st driving lesson today! haha so nice so nice! she told me about her exp today! seems interesting. makes me wanna go back and learn again! hehehe (:

After meeting nette and xiangs(at wlands). Ate lunch at Macs. den walked to sch just to hand in the form for IIP. Weather was damn hot. walked back too. took mrt to city hall.

nette told us she nid to get smth 1st. Then separated for awhile, me n xiangs go r.place to get gong cha and look out for my bag. look all over dun hav anything nice except esprit? Then go buy gong cha wif xiangs after nette rejoin us~ it was great drinking tat.

After that we went to marina square, on the way there at city link mall, saw this bag... not bad de. xiangs n nette said its nice n worth it. so i decide to reserve one. Then we went for our medical check up. check this, check that, go suntec do xray. Eat some pretzels and rest awhile, back to M.square,zara to see my bag. Not bad but quality abit not good for me. Then decided to buy back the one that i had reserved.

Followed nette to get her thing for her mum as in the afternoon, it was closed or smth. After that we decide to went off lor. Xiangs meet her fren, me n nette go to jp lor.

Happy for xiangs she can drive tmr again. Nette book quite a few lessons too! ^^

Must thank my zehzehs for accompanying me, walk here and there juz for my bag!! TYTY much (:

fun wif class.

2011-02-19T01:20:00.003+08:00

Thurs was our class outing. Went to newton to eat. Ordered lots of seafood n stuff. There were lots of laughter n joy. haha.

I drove to newton with some of the gals in my car.

Then order n order. ira dun dare to eat stingray! Nisa dun dare to eat squid! Mozzie dun dare to eat the leaf! lol. losers! All of them dun allow me to drive cos i was driving! not even a sip!

Then took lots of photos. Then we stood outside newton to discuss. So some went home. Left me , jussy, sam gay, jj, mozzie,nette,manfred. All squeeze into my car!

drove to orchard central. park beside my dream Rx 8! (pretty lady driver i saw at ard 1am plus! when goin home!)

went 313, they went to drink . icant drink much cos driving. sian much. Then went cine play pool till 1plus. den fetch mozzie n nette home lor. the rest took cab.

Mozzie name is Ah yan!! :D

Vday~

2011-02-14T23:37:00.003+08:00

1st UT, okok la. Calculator spoil and nv bring mouse. Sian. Can do is can do. Pass or not is another issue.

After UT, send Xiangs to her bf house~

Then I got vday brunch wif Dap, Joyce Nana. On the way to Bt timah, Joyce suddenly Shout..... scream... Stop stop stop de car!! ahhh. stop!!! cockroach!! STOP STOP!! make us laugh and me paranoid. hurry drive in somewhere.
I ask for tissue. All gals dun hav!! only tissue was in car boot.

it was a small cockroach. Then Dap went to catch. lolol. she screamed AHHHH and catch at the same time. LOLOL. So funny. Joyce straightaway run out of the car. damn epic.

Then go bt timah eat some malay food. nana intro one. eat n slack lor. Its like 3 ladies bring 1 small baobao out for lunch!! hahaha. so nice. nana kip telling me chill chill n stuff. like my mother like tat!! then Dap n joyce will be like my sisters! LOL.

Then send dap nana to IMM, den to Joyce House.

Study n study. Hope everything goes well.

It's amazing how things can change so much in a blink of an eye.

SUPPER FTW

2011-02-13T02:37:00.004+08:00

supper wif dap dap. lol. 2nd tym only! 1st was at jp mac! now is at bt timah!

after her work, go fetch her. i thought of goin niggi. bt the parking i turnoff! den go bt timah. some new shop that sells malay indian food. i ordered roti john cheese sausage. dap ordered maggi goreng seafood! milo dinosaur n teh peng! normal la to me. then we dabao for our mums n i dabao for kellz. she stay nearby so juz dabao lor.

the journey was great! i drove well,smooth n fast! drove wif the windows down! windy n spamming her neely songs. my parking improved! she agreed! at least someone la!

jokes n laughter as usual. after tat send her home den i drove home lor.

hope xiangs joyceeee can join us in de future! can disturb more!

2011-02-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

This 2 days was awesome, I drove to school! fetching Melvin and Joyce with me. It was a fun experience especially with Joyce that bitch, disturb n disturb. But they 2 gt keep a lookout for me la. Which i appreciate it alot. xiangs n dap also did help when we were driving out for lunch!!

But tragedy struck, when the handbrake was pulled Up! we missed 3rd meeting, from 1plus to 4pm. we were at carpark!! many of our frens came to help, but nth can be done! until ed drove from SP, he n melvin came, Woah! within minutes its solved!!

U all shld have seen the faces of Dap n Joy, damn epic, like as if they won the toto! hahhaa. they were jumping for joy!!

But nevertheless, thanks to them for staying with me. I did ask them to leave fearing for their grades. They refused! Joyceeeeee still offered to pay half of the repair fee if there were any! but Its not her fault of cos i rejected! hhaha.

then send jjoyceee to CWP, Dap to JE , Melvin drove ed's car and folo me as i had GPS. I purposely anyhow turn, make them scared! Me n Dap was laughing!
so i was alone while driving back to my hse. they folo me. My parking was perfect. We had sometime in the carpark, fine tune our parking skills~ haha

Today drive in the rain for the 1st tym. Very scary! Send alberto n Wy to their busstop, pick melvin from CWP, and send joyce to Lakeside, den fetch hx from his camp den ed, go IMM wif lionel, melbo hein, eat baystreet! Nice ttm!

TMR LAST DAY OF SCH!

2011-01-20T06:52:00.004+08:00

field Trip on tuesday!!! not bad! quite fun! My team was xiangs,nette,mozzie,sammie and yc~ choose ur own team mah!

Went to tampines mall. Pastamania! do survey! Arcade! Discuss wif faci! done! photos! playground! hahahhaha. (:

after that we went to buy koi!!! hhaha. we bought alot for us and our frens!!!! (:

2011-01-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

SICK! Fever Flu Sore Throat. I think is Juicy spread to me de! TSKTSK. OMO OMO

Happy?

2011-01-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

Earlier, met D, talk abit. Was still the same her. Same hair and stuff. Fun gal to talk to.

Well. Passed TP. hahaha. But 16points. haha. Consider heng la. good test route. Cars nt that alot. Lucky that i passed. Can drive during new year/CNY. Hope to test drive the Rx 8. or perhaps buy it! but COE high. Sucks ttm.

Now thats left is to study hard liao. and hope to ace the interview for IIP. I wan a good IIP environment where i can know more good people as well.

Its the New year. I just wan this year to be nice. I know its impossible with tat many problems going on in my life. They all just cant be solve at 1 go. Lets jus hope miracle will happen.

thats all for now. And sch is starting tmr.

2010-12-26T01:08:00.004+08:00

23/12 - Post Celebration for Me!!!

It was a fun day for me!!! I got tricked by them or shld i say they gave me a surprise! haha.

B4 heading to minds cafe, nette said she nid to meet her mum! I believed it! But actually she went to find xiangs and to bring me my cake.... (i guess shld be smth like tat). Then at minds cafe, they all pretend walk out toilet or etc~

Then leave baobao there alone!! me dun like to be alone! Then they all came in wif a cake!! very nice cake!! drawn by my dear zehzehs!!! Sang song, cut,eat!

After that went to walk walk, boat quay, drink abit. Then its lepak time. I finally sat on the ox!! (:

Then we went home!!

P.s : Sorry xiangs zehzeh for making u wait for damn long!!! The mini baobao will cheer u up whenever u are down!

My Day wif zehzehs

2010-12-21T16:27:00.004+08:00

Finally, the day that i have been waiting for!! Family outing!! I went out wif my zehzehs on 20/12, after my cousin treat me lunch!!!

I quickly rush down to Plaza sing to meet them, Otw there, i was so sleepy on the train!!! Xiangs n nette decided to spam me so as to kip baobao awake!! so nice rite? hahaha.

We decided to watch Rapunzel! Haha. It was a nice movie!! suitable for baobao!! I like the chameleon!! It's so cute. It has a name! Pascal or Pasqual! hahaha.

After that , wanted to eat BKT de!!! but nv open!! we decided to eat BBQ chicken, Xiangs intro de!! IT was nt bad!! price was okayy too!! Then at there, they gave me my present!! It was a cute bear!! hehehe. Baobao likey!

After that we went boat quay or wadeva place to slack and talk and took lots of photos!! Then ed sms me, asking where m i. He wanna fetch us home! Then they took damn long to come cos theres this lousy "gps" in the car! hahahah. We took quite sometime to travel, den send xiangs home! Then they decided to go airport eat! it was like 12plus am liao~ Then went airport eat eat, watch PPG then send mel n nette home 1st. Then ed fetch me home, Otw to my home, police stop our car!! haha. so suay!

reached home around 3.30 am ~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It was a very fun day for baobao. Hanging out wif my zehzehs, i really enjoy that day. I like the bear as well. its very cute!!! His fur very nice to touch and he's nice to hug!! Shall think of a name 1st! 1 more collection added to my bed!

xiangs zehzeh, her right eye had been giving her some problem! hope shes fine alrdy!!! Xmas coming, cannot be unwell!!!

hope we can go out again soon!!!

Last but not least, Thank you for the presents, xmas/Bday~ I really appreciate it. Even there is no gift, its really nice juz to spend time wif u 2. (: My 1st few minutes of my bday was wif u 2!!!

baobao luv his zehzehs

Here are some pics!

<---Baobao took this!! NICE RITE? the hair~

2010-12-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

Dec 17, Tough IG outing part 2. Swee choon, den town den drank abit. haha . It was fun. Food,laughter,joy and etc. :D PArt 3 coming up!!! Hope it will be a success.

Dec 19, driving, instructor abit cocky. i dun quite like. After that, ed send me to my working place. Dap and Joyce were alrdy there. i started work 12-6pm. haha quite fun as there are joy n dap. talk lots of crap and laugh n laugh. (: Hope to work again soon. hehe.

And hope tmr will be a good day. Goin out wif my zehzehs~ haha. i have been waiting like since last week? since that day when i was furious abt smth!!

2010-12-14T06:45:00.005+08:00

Training was alright. But i felt that i had not play pool a long tym. I dunno why. I got this feeling. hmmm.....

Anyway, Cant wait for wed field trip. can go out with my zehzehs after that. woo hoo. family outing leh~~ Hope everything will go smoothly. Dun nid bring laptop also!! hahaha. ^^ We should take photos!!!!!

heheh. baobao like to communicate wif my zehzehs also. hehe. very fun and nice ttm. ^^ lalalalalalalalalalala~ baobao wan catch toy~~~ ><

Last bt nt least, wishing my friend Edmund,the 24th Egg prince of the Lim family, All the best and good luck for ur TP later on!!!

2010-12-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

the Day was alright i guess.

Played bubble in the class. cos im the bubblebaobao/bubblebaybee~ (:
Played wif Xiangs, nette, juyee, ira and etc. hehe. They always entertain baobao~

After sch, Bball wif frens~! haha. not too bad i guess. hahaha. Lynette so pro. play for a few hours, after that went to JP eat Carls JR. hahaha muahaha.

Hope to go out wif Xiangs and Nette zehzehs soon!!!!

Tmr driving, mus sleep early now!

2010-12-10T07:37:00.000+08:00

我的姐姐 Xiangs 生病了。

She bought 1 whole pack of tissues!!! hehe. cute! and somemore the Tissue packet is 2 企鹅 kissing, if u tear open them, u separate them!! They wont be kissing anymore!! ): awwwwwww

Zehzeh. Hope u are feeling fine and take care!! cos we are going out soon!! muahahaha. lepak and eat and lepak and eat and so that u and nette can make 宝儿 happy!!!

2010-12-10T06:53:00.002+08:00

Went out with lynette zehzeh,ram,meng,mel.

As ram will be flying off tmr and be back next year. We went to JE popular, read books 1st while waiting for ram. Then went to IMM, Den ram reached and since he has a car, we decide to change the venue to Bt. Timah, Opposite beauty world, the place where i always eat! I intro to them!

The food was quite nice, haha. OF COS!! I INTRO DE!!!

After that, we went to West coast park, we played the swing thingy~ hahaha. So fun... kekekekekekeke. baobao had loads of fun~~~ they push me on the swing.

How i wish both of my zehzehs was here to play wif baobao lehyyy~~ aiye aiye~~ They can push me on the swing!!!

Ram sent lynette home....
Anyway the return home journey, was hilarious, we were blasting songs in the car, shouting at passer-bys. Laughing like mad. the usual us.. Hope to see ram again soon, next year~~

Anyway, i book Next friday alrdy, Tough IG outing pt 2. Muhahaha. both zehzehs, my lord,herman and etc~ MUAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA.

2010-12-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

Went Starbucks wif Lynette zeh zeh and Meng and Ram. xiangs zeh zeh n dillon tagged along too!!

their special occasion , they went Jp to eat some ramen! hahaha. While the rest went to starbucks. Talk crap, do RJ as usual. I ordered Toffee nut. and i was surprise that my dinner was toffee nut and a peppery chicken puff. hahahaha. So little.

Nt that hungry though. dunno why.

Tmr shall be the day i hope. I hope Nth will go wrong as well. Hope to hang out wif my zehzehs and close frens soon. (:

a sense of euphoria.

2010-12-07T06:44:00.003+08:00

WEnt out with friends to town recently. walk walk,pool, eat as usual. Nth much to say. they did tell me on my situation, how to do and stuff. I guess its on my own now.

Ytd was training, nt too bad, gt win , gt lose. at least i fight. (Y)
after that left early, cos nid to meet ram, and we lepak awhile and i saw dap at cotton on cashier, sms her whether she still wan supper.

Then waited till cotton on close, den go and had Mac with her. I ordered nuggets.. long tym since i had those. memories.

Hope to see my frens soon. any1 of them.

2010-12-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

Went out on friday, finally!! Yuki Yaki with alberto and Wai Yip and Lynette!!!!

We took damn alot of food, but there was a time limit of 2hours!!! SUCKS!!! We grill/bbq /boil like mad!!! hahaha. I gt scalded by the oil as well. ):

After that went to walk walk, wrote the balloon for SINGAPORE. Wishes and etc for the country. Then i went to get Toffee nut~ damn addictive.

Den we went to somewhere and sit and talk cock all de way till 11plus. (:

Damn funny.

HOPE Xiangs zeh zeh will come next tym round!!! Me,her,nette,albert,yip. hahaha. CHAOS~~~

happy baobao

2010-12-03T15:12:00.002+08:00

Ytd was considered a happy day for me. Class was fun and my team too.

After sch, went to pool wif lynette zeh zeh, ram, meng,sam. Saw lion and hein there as well.

Played quite long. was fun and enjoyable. lots of jokes. took cab to n fro. hahaha. lazy take bus. Was quite satisfied wif my performance ytd. hope Xiangs zeh zeh also will come in the future/ASAP. It will be all of us again. happy non stop,jokers and china business,centris,wacoal etc~~ . Muahahahahaha.

I luv Toffee nut~

Lost

2010-12-02T06:45:00.001+08:00

Centuries pass and still the same
War in our blood, some things never change
Fighting for land and personal gain
better your life, justify our pain
The end is knocking
The end is knocking

We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride

How many lives will we take
How many hearts destined to break
Nowhere to run, can't escape
Full of ourselves, tied to our fate
The end is knocking
The end is knocking, yeah

We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride

With peace of mind so hard to find
We're dwelling on the drastic signs
Another way to numb our mind
And as you close your eyes tonight
and pray for a better life
you’ll see it flying helplessly away

We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride

2010-11-10T22:41:00.001+08:00

Your Lies

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off s(rewing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together

Carpe Diem

2010-11-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

There are many problems recently. Haish. What is life? heh.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Plans of what our futures hold.
Foolish lies of growing old.
It seems we’re so invincible.
But the truth is so cold.

Feeling kinda moody recently, due to some reasons. Only my zeh zehs will know i think.
Many thanks to them. Xiangs n Nette, they are always here for me no matter wad. Mayb they are even better than ur real blood sister? haha. Jus ASSUME~ :D

They take care of baobao very well. (Y)

Jus want them to know that baobao lovess them as much as he loves bouncy~ ^^

Hope both of them will be Happy and cheerful as always.

Life is short, dont waste time worrying about what people think of you. Hold on to the ones that care, in the end they will be the only ones there.

2010-11-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

everyone is only out to get what they personally desire. there is no we, us, both or together. you’re on you own from day one. the only thing that will be there every morning and every night is you. no one else will be with you forever. you will only look out for yourself, as others also watch their backs. don’t expect something from others. everyone has their own agenda.

2010-11-07T00:50:00.004+08:00

Hi all my fans~

Today was a fun day for me -baobao~ went to bugis wif lynetto zeh zeh and xiangs zeh zeh. played pool wif ben and his fren~ quite fun :D

After that, we had koi~ Ben had to leave early.
Then it was left the baobao and his 2 zeh zehs.
Went illuma, walk walk :D went arcade to catch toys. we cleared the machine. everyone was looking at us, green with envy!!! :D
Then went to shop for clothes. I got a white watch for 5bucks. its super chio...
^^

Den went to take neoprints den shop awhile more~~~

We chiong~ haha.
den HOME SWEET HOME! it was raining when i was on my way home~

most impt is that i had fun with the 2 sisters of mine :D very nice and fun. I nv feel bored at all :D

hope to hang out wif them again!!

2010-10-27T15:27:00.002+08:00

It's been long since i last updated~

Last friday (22/10-2010) -
Class outing.. the TAF(Tough) IG 1st outing~ haha

WE went bugis, to have steamboat/grill. ate alot, had fun... talk cock alot... then me and alberto went to buy wine, shared among the whole class. But nt high enough ah~ LoL,

Then went to buy KOI, then went sky garden to lepak further. Then after that, kena chased by guards. Siann~~~~~ BOOOOOO

I still wanna eat somemore!!!

for Pics, can go FB to see~ :D

2010-10-02T01:37:00.003+08:00

thursday, worked wif J & N.... nt bad. as usual disturbing each other la, especially J. LOL. haha. free cab home though.worked till 12.30am. (:

now: Sick.... flu, fever,throat irritation. hope i can attend de camp!!! i wanna go!!!! drink more water in the mean time i guess.

2010-09-29T02:10:00.002+08:00

Monday - went out wif Nicole,angelz,kellz,manfred n kenny.

After my haircut, went to meet nicole at bugis 1st as the rest will come late. 1st tym, i was early. met up wif nicole, den kellz, den we ate our lunch at this tong seng fastfood~ which nic claimed to be nt bad~ lol.

erm. actually soso la. haha. hungry, eat anything also nice~

Then waited for angel to come meet us, she couldnt find the place that we were at! hahaah. so dumb!

Then when she came, we had dessert. not bad la mine, i ate yam wif Sago. haha. (:

After tat, went Q shop to look for my cue, kellz n angel sat outside gossiping, while me n nic was inside, choosing the right 1 for me. I tested a few. not bad though. might wanna buy soon~

Then went to meet manfred den kenny. walk walk around, suntec area.... played cards blah blah. lol. talk cock~ fun day la. till 11plus, we went home! hope to meet up soon.

Pics, go fb see lor~

P.s : the girls(nic,kellz,angel) luv my new hair. LOL.

2010-08-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

24 aug:

Went out with Chloe,Nicole,Angeline,Manfred and Kenny... some sort of like "celebrating Chloe's bday" haha. but stupid chloe meeting frens in evening, so we nv get to eat with her. So i just treat her Koi lor... cos she earlier than me. hahaha. as to make her happy momie too. hahaha.

we were at bugis, after met everyone, i was hungry, so they pei me eat lor. the girls kept looking at me while i was eating, perhaps i was too cute. ^^ after that we went to flea market lor. old stuff. chloe momie bought her white shorts. hahaha. lika cool.

after that chloe went off around evening time. we went to little india. so many foreign ppl staring... scary.. haha. den decided to walk another way. haha.

Angel n nic bought bangles. while me n the 2 guys talk outside. haha.

after that went to play pool. haha. i almost won baby meowz nic. lol. but still lost. hahah.
after we went nicole's grandma hse to have dinner. bought dessert as well. haha. her grandma's chilli was damn nice but a lil too spicy!!! ^^ her grandma was nice as well. hahaha.

After that nic went to meet her frens. me angel kenny n man went to take train home lor~

PICTURES must wait for Nicole n Chloe to upload. hahaha.

2010-08-24T01:22:00.001+08:00

Led to the river
Midsummer I wave
A 'V' of black swans
On with hope to the grave

And through red September
When skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a [Incomprehensible] ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced, when you left me
A rose in the rain

So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?

For once upon a time
From the binds of your loneliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart that barless prison
Discolors all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter, nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampiric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better, nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm, I'm circled like prey
Back in the forest where whispers persuade
More sugar trails, more white lady laid
Than pillars of salt

Fall to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?

For once upon a time
From the bind of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart that barless prison
Discolors all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter, nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampiric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better, nymphetamine

Sunsetter, nymphetamine
None better, nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

2010-08-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A light that healed a broken heart with all that it could
Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay
Will you stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we’re so invincible
But the truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay
You can stay awake forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away
And the light you left remains but it’s so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you’re so far away

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong enough despite
But I'll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands are tied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to need you to know

2010-08-11T09:47:00.002+08:00

Museum trip ytd. quite fun. haha. walk around museum blah blah.

no ppt. juz class discussion!! (Y)

after tat play game at SMU. haha. wth. bang bang game. I bang u, U bang me. LOLOL. sounds wrong. chasing around frens and dap whack me. so painful :( haha. waiyip can fry nuggets. (:

after tat, went lucky plaza with Dap,nana,maddie,yanzy,xiangs,jess,jane,moomin,joyce,wy n Ben.
we ate ayam penyet. (: haha. nt bad la. but chilli also abit hot arh. (:

after that walk our separate ways liao. (:

2010-08-08T11:15:00.002+08:00

training was alright so far.

Holidays coming, hope i can make full use of it.

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Whats meant to be urs, it will be urs someday.

2010-07-30T06:57:00.003+08:00

POOL OR MOVIE? I cannot decide!

2010-07-28T11:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!!!

Ytd was sumhow alright bah. Sch was nt bad. econs. hahaha.

at nite, went jp, mum went to get stuff, i went to find D and talk bah. but the auntie spoiler. haha. but we still hack care n talk. lol.

short while only, so decide nt to tell her my problems. i think another tym perhaps. LOL. her hair long liao, Look nice on her. LOL. ^^

Currently in class, MSI. boring. flu. ah sian. :(

HUNGRY~

2010-07-27T07:00:00.003+08:00

Training ytd was alright. quite good. I think ytd was worth it la, i went alone cos manfred was sick.

I also learn quite alot of things which is very good. ^^

At least made some friends bah.. kekeke. ^^

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I wish that we could go back
To what we were before

2010-07-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

How i wish we can be as good as b4.

but now, i think theres like a barrier. hmm. is it me or wad? heh.

I dunno luh~

perhaps i really have to face reality luh. i am trying my very best rite now. (:

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I wish that we could go back To what we were before~

Do you know what it is to be a lover? Half of a whole?

2010-07-23T06:46:00.002+08:00

I know its my fault. but it has been more than a day.

:(

really not used to not seeing ur replies n smses.

Everything my hp light up, I thought it will be you. But then its not. :(

come on~ pls pls~

mixiu mixiu

2010-07-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

Why am i so dumb? haish. totally regret. But i know i cant take back the words. :(

really sorry.

Whatever I did jus now, was wrong. The only thing that is right, is falling in love with you.

2010-07-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

U look exceptionally nice today~~ *_* ^^

2010-07-20T12:09:00.002+08:00

woo. trial was a success~
Coach was quite friendly la. haha. he know my problem and tat is why the 1st trial they nv accepted me. He corrected me. Very good. i like this kind of ppl,instead of some ppl who only judge purely on 1st impression. lousy ppl.

(Y) thanks to my frens who supported me.

Maddie for her faith... lol. 3times liao. haha. kekeke. xiexie.
my class ladies~

Manfred~

and of cos Nicole meowz for encouraging me and doing so much for me. really thanks alot. u're the best~i really appreciate it. (:

I will train hard bah as on the path of joining cuesports, i face alot of obstacles~

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Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
Oh Mandy don't you let me throw it all away
Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
And I need you today, oh Mandy

2010-07-19T06:55:00.002+08:00

well well, stanley u seen the truth. so u muz accept it no matter wad. i know it hurts but no choice.
Perhaps i need some time heh~~~~ kekeke..though its hard. try try try~

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Sunday-Pool with Dad ytd, she nt bad siol~ i kip losing. haish.

Saturday-Passed FTT WOO!

dumb

2010-07-16T02:50:00.002+08:00

hmm. thinking back, were my actions considered to be dumb? i really dunno. i chose to support my own stand.. hmm.

Frens helped me ask, they told me to give up. but i seriously dunno if i shld. i cant bear. :( wad to do?

Perhaps i really need an answer from u better. Yes or No at least i can accept it and know its true from u.

i duno luh, think i cranky now. heh. lots of thoughts.

Life is real fragile. take this chance to tell ur loved ones or the person that u like,tell him/her ur feelings.

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Like an apple hanging from a tree.
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed.

2010-07-13T00:34:00.002+08:00

Studying for STS, sleeping soon i guess. Passed FTE.

Well, today she did the sweetest thing... haha. thats how i feel la. LOL. DPDP mah. haha. to me its sweet la. kekeke. touched. haha.

Tmr econs and STS ut, hope to play pool tmr. heh.

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Life is unpredictable.
Treasure your loved ones.

2010-07-12T15:23:00.003+08:00

Monday. heh. lots of things happen. and i do not like it all.

its a shitty day with craps and bad things. FML.

Not everything though.

I dont know wad to do to make u believe me.

Everything i say to u is true.

Please believe me.
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I'm here without you baby,
But you're still on my lonely mind.

2010-07-11T19:35:00.002+08:00

Friday - lost my way wif edmund, reach mambo late. took cab there from balestier i think. FML. hahaha.

Saturday - cancel gym, went for FT practice instead. after that lunch n bball as usual. keke.

Today - driving on road. Nt bad, least can change to 4th gear. gt speed. Nicer than in circuit. tsktsk.

Haven study for UT n FTE. FTE on monday at nite siol!!

Hope spain will win ar..

2010-07-08T15:38:00.003+08:00

Sch ytd was alright. nth much. hahaha. usual lor.

after sch, went home to study. haha. webcam wif maddie. she damn funny, wear like ballet dancer. haah. show me how to cook eggs. LOL. acting cute. lol. and giv me step by step instructions. LOLOLOL. haha damn funny la she. like a tour of her hse. hahaha.

LAter having UT sian. many things to worry, UTs,Sales mgmt thingy, My FTT and some thing else. hahaha.

Wish me luck.

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It's true <3

2010-07-07T06:56:00.001+08:00

Wad an early morning sight. heh.

If everything u wrote in ur blog or social networking site is true...then i will be sad n happy. sad that the guy is not me. happy that u are happy wif that guy? yea.

Wad to do? its ur decision though. i cannot force u.

perhaps we were not fated to be together.

well, take care and stay happy. there's nth more that i can say.

2010-07-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

Econs Ut, okok lor. nth much.

after sch, stay back awhile wif maddie,alberto,ipman,dap to discuss the Sales mgmt thingy.

Then abt 6pm. left de sch, dap n i took cab to Jp, while maddie went to meet her fren, the 2 gaylords went off together,hand in hand..

I told dap to choose the yellow cab, Nicer and more comfortable compared to the old model one. she refused, saying later paiseh, feel very bad. WTH man.... tsktsk. Ok,suit her. took that old cab. The driver took the long way. -.- dap on the way inside still can sms me, saying this uncle took long way, shld have taken the yellow cab!! - u seE? dun wan listen to me. haish. lol

then reach jp, was about $20. i paid 1st, she wan giv me 10, i say giv me 5 can liao, she insist. haish. haha. nvm lor. i take.

She went to work, i went home. tats all.

Sleepy me~

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Time does not heal anything unless you are ready to move on.

2010-07-04T23:53:00.001+08:00

JUST HAVE A LITTLE FAITH

2010-07-03T11:13:00.000+08:00

seriously, I got to stop doing all these. It's really not worth it. I will just end up falling deeper and get myself hurt even more.

But i just cant control myself. What you want me to do? Whenever i see u talking to him via IM,social networking sites. I get jealous. I mean, i cant control. The feeling just "happens"~

Well, I am happy that if u are happy when u are with him. though sometimes i wish that guy was me. But if u are happy, then it's good then~

Perhaps i still haven move on. I thought i have,i lied to myself i have. But infact deep down in my heart, I have not.

Perhaps i still need more time...really lots of time. I just cant help it.

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D "U must be confident, thinking u are the best for her."
D "she dun like u then dun like lor. There are alot of girls out there,perhaps better ones."
Some of D's famous words~ heh. hope i can folo her advice, i really dunno.

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If roses are meant to be red
And violets to be blue
Why isn't my heart meant for you

2010-07-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

haish. this maddie nv come for sch again. tsktsk. cannot disturb her today. LOL.

well webcam wif her today... she kinda act cute and do all funny faces. LOL. funny girl~~~

took cab to interchange wif nic.angel,kenny as it was raining. damn sian. rain spoil my plans.

Back to BL mrt also crowded. damn sian. they nid to improve la. frequency of trains. tsktsk.

After that went out, meet aerith, chatted,jokes,sarcasm. told her my problems. she help me abit lor. Joke wif me. haha. long tym nv see her liao. she's like a sister to me la. Nth else. SO THAT SOMEONE,DUN ANYHOW THINK. kekekekkekekeke

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sometimes knowing the truth is so much better

2010-07-01T22:11:00.001+08:00

lies/truth

I would be lying if i said i have move on~

The truth is I cannot forget you at all.

I know that i won’t be with you.

But i cannot stop that feeling.

It hurts me to see that you are with another guy whom is not me.

I can only watch you from afar.

Making sure you are leading a happy life.

Even if i help you, You might not know that it’s me at all.

I just love you that much~

2010-06-29T10:43:00.002+08:00

Ytd was having trip to Hilton hotel.

Dap's thumb was bleeding cos she wanna beat me, i defend. hehe. ^^ serves her rite. kekeke

After that we went to slack at town, cine, blah blah places. haha.

slowly all left. Left me,dap,maddie,jesslyn,alberto,ben and Wai yip.

went to cine BK slack. talk talk joke joke. laugh like hell. we were mad!!! hahaa.

then went Koba, eat eat eat. then after tat went frolick~~ we shared a tub of yoghurt~

then slack slack summore. then they decided to go home so me folo waiyip n albert to 313 to lepak summore. Dap,maddie,jesslyn,ben took their buses home. they wanted me to folo dap home. but dap dun wan, say me pussy. LOL. WTH. :( serves her rite for her thumb!

then we 3 go 313,zara, slack, lepak 1 corner. talk n joke like hell till 10pm.

HAHAHAHA~

2010-06-23T06:58:00.002+08:00

Sch ytd was alright, nicole joined me for breakfast, consoling me. then walk to sch lor. then she say 1st tym seeing me so serious about a girl. heh. i dunno. haha.

Pool after sch too~~ numb the pain

Just woke up. Some of the pain i think is back. Read ur status from a Social networking site.. heh.

Sometimes i think Why am i still doing all these....

I shld give up n let go la. If not i will just fall deeper into the "trap"...

Even i like u, but its no use. Im not the guy that u like. so yea. Wads the use. They say the truth hurts, it always hurts.
I cant stop feeling jealous u know.. :(

I just need more time luh.

took from nicole's blog-

He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And don’t you sit there thinking he won’t be sorry, I know you are. But I guarantee you now, he will be sorry. So don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you’re never gonna get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. he likes to pretend he doesn’t see you online, he does it out of spite just because he knows its killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways he’s gonna look past you, but you need to know he will do that ‘cause he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. And I ain’t gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It will hurt a lot. But it’ll hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all gonna hurt. Knowing you’re not the girl that’s making him smile. Knowing you’re not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you’re not the face on his background of his prone anymore. Knowing is he hasn’t already, he will delete the album of pictures of you he has on his phone. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not gonna be no more late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give our relationship another shot. Bu trust me; he’s got too much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You’re soon gonna realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you call when you’re upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah, its gonna hurt; its gonna hurt a lot. But you know what you’re gonna do? You’re gonna hold your head up. You’re gonna show him you’re better than him and you don’t need him in your life. you’re gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you got that you never really needed him anyways.”

try to change to "SHE". everything is there luh.

2010-06-22T11:19:00.003+08:00

well. its another day in sch. Wad to do? haha.

Well, they say the truth always hurts. So yea. i guess its true. heh.

I told myself, wadeva the decision is, i muz accept it and not feel sad at all. But then, the feeling juz kicks in like a drug. heh. Wad to do leh? life has to go on.

Perhaps juz like wad nicole said. Time will heal everything. Perhaps tats true.

I juz feel like playing pool now. Tat will take me out of my misery... like a remedy to numb the pain in my mind. heh.

this is life. heh.

2010-06-21T10:05:00.002+08:00

Alright. im in sch. Sch again. haha. so sad. lol.

8ball open, lost la. but its a good experience for me. i learn from them lor. fun fun!!!

Driving ytd, instructor was damn Nice. I told him i wanted an RX-8. he agreed and encourage me to buy that. haha. he was damn fun. I nv stall at all! WOO HOO. he say i pick up fast. wOW! hope to see him again nxt week. haha.

this few days havent been good due to smth. haish. wad to do. life still hav to go on. Be like glass, let water flow off. Dun be a sponge.

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Why do we fall, sir? So that we might learn to pick ourselves up. - Alfred Pennyworth

2010-06-19T01:11:00.001+08:00

RP 8 ball open. heh.

think i 1st round jiu out liao. haish. nvm luh. juz play bah. (: hopefully they accept me into cue sports. (:

2010-06-18T06:57:00.001+08:00

im juz sad luh. i dunno if shes talking abt me. i dont have evidence luh. But if shes really talking abt me. then i will be damn sad. :(

haish. wad sad life luh. i dun like u know.

I do like her for wad she is. :(

2010-06-16T10:04:00.002+08:00

oh is another day in sch. changed Grp. nt bad luh. haha. after UT still got intensive training by Nicole avatar lover. lol. haha.

Hope can improve luh. hais.

this few days many thing has been goin on in my head. I dunno wad to do. Am i heading the right direction? my decisions rite or wrong. hais.

2010-06-15T06:58:00.000+08:00

Cell test. I think i regretted for wad i hav done. Sometym the outcome is not wad u have expected.

I dunno wad to do. i feel bad perhaps? hais. wish u can see this and know my feelings for u. i dun deny that i have feelings for u? i think the sentence is correct.

hais. if only~

2010-06-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

quick updates.

Today Driving, okok la. nt so bad. lol. nid build up confidence. i scared sia. LOL. change gear, drive around circuit. lol. kekekekeke. initial D~~~
TMR SCH. sian. but at least i can see her~~ lol.

SATURDAY
Went HX pop. fun, play many games there.
after that went IT show wif dem too. after that alvin treated us MOF and cab home. wth. i wan pay he dun wan. hais. lol.

2010-06-12T07:06:00.002+08:00

*yawns. woke up early at abt 6.25am. lol. getting rdy for my gd fren hx POP. haha.

but then lionel overslept. tsktsk. made me n alvin have to wait for him. make me wake up early for nth.

but then. if i nv wake up early, i wont c ur "fresh" sms too. lol. so it can be a good thing too. lol. at least u replied. hmph~ lol.

think having macs breakfast later on. damn sleepy.slept at 2plus close to 3. i was leading SG to the world cup(game) ok? lol. patriotic me~

Hope later is fun. and hope i can go the IT show. lol. damn sian sia.

2010-06-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

Woah Woah

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Woah woah

Theres not point trying to hide it
No point trying to erase me
I know i got a problem
By doing this behavour

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

2010-06-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

Fun fun. was supposed to have picnic today. but like dun hav. went raffles place met up wif nic n louisa. later manfred n kenny came wif our koi bubble tea. Angeline neo late again. lol. as usual.

drank bubble tea otw to Lau pa sat. lol. had indian food wif nic n manfred. LOL. nt bad la. soso only.

Then went to Asia civilization museum. lol. nt bad. quite interesting. nicole scared only. lol. little bit also scared. lol. normally she like ah lian de. LOLOLOL.

then after tat, decided to go slack. louisa suggested wan go drink de. but late afternoon. no mood. lol. then decided to go cine chamber. watch movie. lol. we chose Halloween 2 by Rob Zombie. lol. louisa left 1st, she gt smth on.~

damn violent but i like it. lol. the gore. woo hoo. stamp on the person's face till concave. lol. nicole damn scared. dun dare watch de scary parts. damn funny la she. Go fb to see her *im scared* face. lol.

after that, went dinner at sumwhere near plaza sing. de open air food place. lol. the chicken wings i think made me du zi tong. ): sadness. lol. after that go home lor.

Ps: for pics, look at Fb lor.

2010-06-08T00:56:00.003+08:00

Met up wif Kenny n manfred at queenstown mrt. then waited for the dumb nicole. she late.

then when she came. we cabbed down to Ikea. Had meatballs and the dunno wad cake. i think its Daim or smth. wadeva. taste great. haha.

Den took bus to Depot heights Shopping centre. otw dere, the bus aircon leaked. drip water on me. and nicole dun wan move away let me sit other seats. she juz sit dere kip laughing like theres no tmr~ WTh. avatar lover.

Den went to play pool. Play wif all 3 of dem. nicole nt bad la. Nicole say play against me cannot giv chance,muz be serious. wth. she pro lor. not me. bully~~~ kekekekke.

saw year ones cuesports ppl training. like nt bad. tot of joining. but gt so many things was in my head restricting me from joining. But after much much consideration. manfred n i ask nic if we still can join lor. Nic will giv me an answer soon bah. lol.

If cannot join. I train myself. Its their loss for not investing in a talent like me. chey~ =X i m drunk.

2010-06-06T03:37:00.001+08:00

3.36am. still wide awake. talking to dap n maddie abt crazy stuff. tsktsk.

2010-06-06T02:57:00.002+08:00

Today gym only nth much.

few days back... pool at mambo. went to get my shoes at vivo. the new design for nike i dun quite like leh. so i decided to get the 07 one. Nicer to me. heheh. abit classic bah. i dunno. heheheh.

hope to pool wif Nicole next week. she wan challenge me. tsktsk.

2010-06-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

Today was fun fun.

Went to food fair at expo with Jesslyn, Ben and edmund. Thanks ed for willing to come with me. cos the journey is damn long luh.

lol. Ben was late, so me,jessy n ed, walk around lor. eat eat. go find the "chiobu" dap. lol. selling f & n drinks~ lol. ah lian selling drinks siol~~~

Then halfway, saw Joyce. lol. Then later Ben came lor, we continue to eat n eat again~~. lol.

Then actually planning to meet maddie after that, but maddie nv answer phone. so too bad, we decide to leave lor. another day then meet lor.

Then parted ways, me n ed went to play pool, jess go see baybee~ Ben go dance his Gee. lol.

FUN DAY~

2010-06-01T03:02:00.003+08:00

BBQ today, was awesome... haha. lots of jokes la.
food, 1st impressions~ and disturbing~

we decided not to stay overnite. Went took bus wif muhaimin, dap, joyce,xian wee.

xian wee alighted 1st, then left me dap,muhaimin n joyce.

then some old man outside bus kip staring at Dap siol~~ buay pai ar~ haha.

then joyce alighted. we reach JE interchange. decide to take 334 wif dap too.

then when boarding, this guy kip staring at dap~ haha. all the way in the bus...he kip turning back n look at dap~ LOL. SO OBVIOUS~~

then i told muhaimin, better follow dap to her station then we leave lor. cos if i alighted at our stop, then left dap n the guy. lol. dangerous~~

then folo dap to her stop. she pei us wait for cab. then she leave le. (: the cab uncle was damn annoying. ask n ask. say Muhaimin was my buddy. Very good to have him as my buddy` LOLOLOL.

reached home around 1am bah~~

think tmr go out wif jesslyn n ben n maddie bah~

2010-05-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

Today field trip. change venue to Marina bay sands instead of Marina barrage.

It was fun fun. full of laughter. hahaha. class was damn ffunny!!! (:

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Tues, im glad it was her. she helped me solve my problems. made her laugh alot. haha. i guess thats wad i can do for her. only that.... hais.
time passes so quickly when i am wif her.

Wad to do? she said my spare phone is nice. heh. she said her phone is spoiling soon *hint. i told her buy 1more. cheap 1, she laugh n sadi 50dollars 1. i say 7-11 gt sell. (: lots more. haha. hope to see her soon.

2010-05-23T00:38:00.002+08:00

Wanted to go gym. but raining heavily. so cannot. Waited till 12plus. better. Went lunch at Pm wif melvin n samuel. then bball. and then meet jiewenn to get smth,cynthia was wif her too. haha. long tym nv c them le. haha.

And CHEF AUNTY REGINA say wan come de. lol. in the end also nv come. tsktsk. cheat my feelings huh~ LOL.

Bball okok lor. Play match. lallalalalalalalaal

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如若碰到他比我好,
只望停在远处,
祝君安好.

2010-05-22T00:48:00.001+08:00

Sch was alright. Finally friday. wee. haha,

THANks ALOT NICOLE for giving the long long sweet. haha. was surprised that she had smth for me. LOL. aww..touched. hahah. tyty.

after sch, went pool... manfred n nigel joined us. hahaha. so good... play till 9plus. haha. KFC for dinner.

pool was fun though. haha. (:

2010-05-21T13:54:00.001+08:00

Hmmm. Ytd UT was alright... hahaha.

After sch, actually can leave de. but daphne da jie wan us to wait for her till 5.30 like tat, cos she gt volleyball training or wadeva la. lol.

we waited.....then walk to cwp wif muhaimin,ben and jesslyn... went to the pasar malam. lol. after that took bus home with muhaimin. Testing la. journey so long. T.T i wanna sleep lor. LOL.

Next wk going marina barrage.. woo. but dunno wan bring laptop mah. sian ttm. haha.

cant wait to see her actually~

2010-05-20T22:25:00.001+08:00

Because you have a soul, You hate.
Because you have a soul,You have a dark side.
Because you have a soul,You steal.
Because you have a soul,You get angry.
Because you have a soul,You scorn others.
Because you have a soul,You feel rage.
Because you have a soul,I want you all to myself.

2010-05-20T15:29:00.003+08:00

UT WEEK... BOO.

I wanna play pool again after UTs, now nid to study.

Study 1st, play later.

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Walking wif u to the interchange is so Nice, even though is only a short distance.. it felt so comfortable~

2010-05-14T23:46:00.003+08:00

sch was fun today. wif the class....

Same lift with Angeline yanyan! hahaha. cute cute. lol.

in class everyone was secretly writing the bday cards for Jesslyn pew pew pebbler and Ira star. LOL.

After sch was their celebration. hahahaha.

After sch, pool.... gt ppl disturb our table... but later they apologise. LOL. ^^

play awhile bah. like 2 or 3 racks only. hais. lol. sleepy la.

I wan holidays!

2010-05-13T09:43:00.002+08:00

hmm. ytd... class was awesome...wazza.... order mac... fun fun ttm.

Played pool after sch. haha. fun.

i was losing at 1st. then won. weee. happy me... haha.

i improved. nt bad. ^^ cant wait for holidays

2010-05-11T20:53:00.001+08:00

Sch was fun today. haha. Class convo was the shit. LOL. and they kip bombing me wif qns abt my slides. tsktsk. hahaha. and i did not know dap the volleyball girl was so nice. lol. ask them to stop. LOL. she act cute only. (: haha.

After sch, cab to cwp wif baby chongchong and meng. haha. raining. chongchong kept disturbing me all the time. she wore little miss tiny today. think she cute. LOL. ^^ toots.

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And tell me why,
Everytime I find someone that I like,
We always end up being just friends.

one month.

2010-05-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

Well. was in a bad mood in sch. well. thanks to the ppl who (tried)cheered me up. ^^

After sch, appointment as usual. After one month, u appear in my sights once again huh. We talk alot. ask abt each other. haha. really pretty.. when i see her, my heart races. lol. like a rocket. cant forget her smile. lol. c her soon. ^^

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it seems like a decade till we met today...

2010-05-10T14:13:00.000+08:00

PERHAPS ITS TIME~~

2010-05-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

Thursday - Eye was pain. got eyedrop from chongchong. She wan put for me. but put like 3-4 drops, all missed. tsktsk. hais. so dumb. LOL. nv go for lunch, not feeling well. asked her buy for me too. (: good good girl.

Friday- soso lor. haha. slack slack. lunched wif my class guys..finally. LOL. i am free for once. LOL. joke alot. hehe. (:

after sch, gt my stuff. pool. lalalallalala. tats all.

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jiewenn, why u like so kelian de? LOL

2010-05-06T14:10:00.002+08:00

Monday saw her, nt bad.

Tues, URA trip. fun fun.

Wed, pool. nt bad.

Today, Sick. BAD.

2010-05-03T14:59:00.002+08:00

well. i know my slide sure Die alrdy. so too bad. juz learn from my mistakes bah. wad to do?? life is like this. Learn from mistakes. Improve it. get up ffrom where u fall. Do not give up. Just have a little Faith.

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Jiewenn, Hows ur ankle??? hmm hope its getting better.
u n ur daddy how? haha. juz have a heart to heart talk lor.
each person take 1 step back. ^^

Why u so emo??? haiss. cannot like tat luh.
Jus chiong for O lvs lor. then long holidays. ^^
i also working hard. haha.

holidays, work n play lor. easy mah. (:

who u thinking of? Me ar?? LOL. =X Jiayou.